F-2020

This year has sucked! I can't even express enough how much this year has sucked. I literally can tell you like maybe one good thing that have happened this year. Everything else! Well, it sucked. Notice the only adjective I can use to describe this year is the word SUCK.

Let's start with the two good things. One, I was able to quit my job at the school bus company to concentrate on school. Wait, now that I think of it that was last year. Right before the shit storm of a year happened. Then I got put on meds for my depression and G.A.D. and failed several classes. This caused me to go onto probation for school. Don't worry the good news is coming. With three months left I will be graduating Nov 23. So, I will be one of the quarantine graduates. The plan was to fly out to Florida and walk the stage and the whole shabang. Nope, not gunna happen. Because, well, QUARENTINE!!!

Now, the bad shiza! My husband keeps going on lay-off because well, no one wants to buy cars right now. He makes the car doors for Chrysler. That and well they can only work so fast. Then, had family members get sick. Then, we lost our two-year-old 2018 Dodge Journey to a car accident. This is because the weather sucks and our tires went bald. We were working on getting them changed. Obviously a little late now. Airbags deployed, so, that means our car is going to be totaled. Great a single car family went to a no car family.

I feel like the year 2020 just needs to be taken out back and popped two good times. Either that or it needs to go in a time out because DAMN. I cannot believe that the world just went to hell in a hand basket and me and mine right along with it.

The only thing keeping me sane right now is I can write. I can listen to music. I can be with my family. I just need to get my ass in gear and keep writing. Keep making content.

End of Rant!!